Just Another Shot


I must be studying!!

I don't want to study today, on monday im going to have my final exam, and you know what??
i dont' want to study, i don't care a shit... if i don't pass my exam..i just want to write... i don't know why?? cause is probably that no one.. will even take the time to read some words..but i don't care neither......

A couple of minutes ago , i finished to see Almost Famous you know this movie of a band that tries to get his dream..i mean... i realized of the existence of this movie for elton john's song...Tiny Dancer.... this song, since the first time i hear it, it takes my heart...in fact i dedicated this song a girl of my class you know who you are Ballerina!!!!!

A girl who woaw i don't know why but gosh!!!...you are so special and i think god makes just a few like you!!!

And well..it makes me think many things about my relationship with my girl and if we most or not to stay together, about what should i do to be a productive person..i mean i don't want to be a loser..i want to be important, i want to be remembered, i want to triumph ..i want to do the correct things ...i want to know if all that i'm trying to do its gonna be ...enough to get all my goals..

This year im going to get my 27 birthday, so..i want to know if i'm closer to stay in a good way of get everything that i want...i being doing bad things, i being saying things that i don't feel and i don't feel myself good with this..

I would love to stay with you...i don't even know if i know you, or if i don't have to look for you anymore ...maybe you are with me and i don't realize that you are my one.

I love the movie it takes me so many memories..why i can't live like i used to do it 10 years ago, i just....to spend so many hours listen music and playing basketball and skating and smoking some pot, just for fun and laughing and singing and without any worry...without think about my future and my couple and my job and the future of my sons and all this shit that is so important and i mean........ i always thougt that by this year i was going to have my house, my wife and a good job were i earn a lot of money and i will spend without any reserve....

This is real!! we are living right??? i mean ..please.. im not smoke anymore since centuries ago but i mean is real right??? jajajajaja..

I have to sleep!!!


Kate Hudson the Shiny Star of Almost Famous.




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